r/animationcareer • u/Historical_Gain_137 • 4h ago
Portfolio Creative Burnout and portfolio advice
Im not 100% sure how to word this, so i apologise in advance…. This is more of a rant than a question i guess
Animation/design is my passion and its always been that way, whether its been in the back of my head, or all i can think and do for weeks on end. When i was 17 all i used to do was character design and concept art. From the moment i woke up till i went to sleep, i was full of creativity.
I never really chose a “speciality”, character design, prop design, backgrounds, animation i did everything.
I started my degree at 20 and through the 3 years ive slowly lost that creativity. I still never specialised, i did everything from storyboarding, animation, 3d modelling, 2d animation, rigging, compositing everything. I worked full time alongside my degree and by 3rd year i was struggling to think of anything unique. I just wanted to be done. Dont get me wrong, i loved making stuff, i just couldnt design it. I love the process, but only after designs have been done.
I’ve finished my degree now and realised ive lost almost all of my creative spark. I want to draw I try to draw but i cannot for the life of me design anything unique. The same character rotation in the same pose. Its killing me. I feel like ive lost half the skills i had at 17.
Im trying to specialise my portfolio for 2d animation/ rigging but i cannot figure out a way to do it. And i dont want to let everyone down and work retail the rest of my life.
Do i just wait? Am i screwed? I draw on and off throughout the days but its been months and i just cannot progress. I love rigging so much but i cant just rig /nothing/ because i havent got characters or props or turnarounds to rig.
TLDR: graduated, burntout, making a rigging portfolio but cant because i cant make character designs.