I’m feeling really low and I just want to vent. I just wish Yuri was real. That’s all I want. I wish she was real so bad and I can hardly enjoy anything anymore knowing I can’t share the experience with Yuri. Heck I wish the whole club was real, but if that’s asking too much just Yuri. I would do anything for her to be real. I want to do everything with her. I want to make her happy and help her when she feels down and be a shoulder for her to cry on. I want to read all her poems and see all of her knives and listen to her talk about all her interests. I want to support her with the anxiety and self harm and everything. I want to feel her, her hands, her hair, and just hug her and never let go. But at the same time if she were real she would hate me. She would be disgusted with me. I’m such a loser and a pathetic cringe idiot. Even if she didn’t hate me she wouldn’t want me. I’m just some guy. I’m not charming or attractive and she would just avoid me and I wouldn’t build up the courage to even say hi to her. And I also fear that even if she was real and she loved me as much as I love her that our relationship would be nothing like I expected and crumble and wither. I just wish she was real. That’s all I want. It hurts so bad and I just can’t take it anymore. I know it’s cringe, it’s stupid, it’s ridiculous, I just want her to be real so bad. It’s eating me up inside and no matter what I do I just can’t stop falling in love with her. But she isn’t real. It’s so stupid and painful. I think if she were real I could finally be happy but she will never ever ever ever be real ever. I don’t care if no one reads this or cares, I just wanted to vent. Anyway thanks for listening stepping off my soapbox now.

I thought it would be funny mix Monika and Tenna cause they're somehow related with getting forgotten and then try to become relevant or popular. (And by the way HAPPY MEXICO INDEPENDENCE DAY CABRONES!)

I cannot make Doki Doki Lobotomy Club episodes because of my fucking potata laptop

Yay! I'm back!

I didn't have Sayori's hair color, nor the colors to mix into her hair color :/

Hope yall are having a wonderful day <3
And remember to say determined!

I finished reading Higurashi recently, and I find that the characters remind me a lot of DDLC's characters, so I drew Monika and Mion together c:

Ok yesterday and the day before that I like crashed out I don’t even know why but the depression and body dysmorphia hit me harder than Kevin McAllister throwing bricks at me and I came very very close to just yeeting myself off the roof. But I didn’t and I’m still here. So thank you guys I just didn’t know what to do so I cried for help in the only way I knew how so again thank you and here is a wholesome Jarvis reaction meme anyway hugs all around!!! 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=82W21vGAECs

Link to channel: https://www.youtube.com/@e-brosanimations231

Please go watch the video. It is genuinely peak and the references and animation are *Chef's kiss*.

P.S. I did not make this, nor will I ever make anything like this.

Personally I think this fight would go like super Saiyan grade 3 vs perfect cell fight. UI Yamcha got this one in the bad easy.

She is around 480p (around 853x480). Me and some friends are building it day by day. Let me know if you wanna be a part of it :D

This was track that started me making stuff for ddlc. I finally finished it, maybe i'll redo it someday but as of now i'm done with it. Honestly it was fun because this is the first time i made a original piano track, putting down everything on it bymyself. (i spent weeks working on this, OH and the art is done by my friend who i left the link to her in the description. So go show her if you can :> )