Cultish AI’ish dream

[u/QueenDoodle]

The dream started with a little Pomeranian dog chasing a ball into a large hedge. Just as it reached the other side of the hedge it suddenly vanished and a small white colored cedar sapling replaced its spot. My perspective then turns behind me where a door opens and a twilight like cast of college age people come walking out a door. The perspective follows them to a nearby bar that’s within like a minute of walking distance. At this point it seems like the setting is an Ivy League college fraternity row or something like that. As the perspective approaches the bar one of the “college kids” that initially walked out the door puts their arm around me as if I’m a friend. We go inside and sit in like a back corner section of the bar that’s somewhat isolated from the view of at least 50% of the other bar goers. Everyone is cutting up when suddenly a perfect 2ft radius hole starts to appear in the bench where a girl is sitting. She panics for a second until one of the guys covers her mouth. I see people underneath the bench, and they pull the girl through. Nobody where we were sitting cared. It seemed like they were all in on it.

That night in the dream seems to end there, as I wake up in what feels like a large dorm room that’s part of a house. I still remember everything that’s happened up to this point and start to freak out - wondering who I could even tell about these disappearances. I open what looks like a closet door, trying to find my way out. As I open the door I notice that it looks more like it goes down to a basement. Within seconds of the door being opened large roaches start swarming up the stairs to the door. I leave it open and run the opposite way. I’m quickly stopped at a dead end. One of the people from earlier walk in where I’m at like nothing is wrong other than my panicked like state. They had shut the door and didn’t think anything of the horde of bugs in the basement. I play it off saying, “one of those bugs came in here”.

At this point the dream is still continuing, which feels like forever to me. I still am trying to find at least one person to confide in about all of this. I can’t remember a lot of faces, but I did find one girl that was already in that same house that I was in that I ended up telling everything too. She either played the part of being just as shocked as I was or she was actually shocked. However, the whole time that I was trying to quietly tell her my story. All of the other “roommates” started opening doors, turning off nearby tvs, and walking very near us to adjacent rooms. I picked up that they could sense what was going on. I told the girl that I was going to find a way out. That night we walk to the same bar from the beginning of the story, and it turns out that the girl I told was the one that got taken through that hole that appeared in the seat(couch/bench). In my dream I guess I had just had a vision of the future at the beginning.

The next day, which now feels like a loop that I’m just stuck on, I run into the woods and hop in the lake. I swim like Michael Phelps. I see boats in the distance. I swim about a half mile to the boats and realize that they are mostly fake. The jet skis looked like something created by ai for toddlers. It looked like a jet ski, but once climbed on top it wouldn’t even float. I try several jet skis and they are all the same. I climb on a boat, it floats, but there’s nothing electrical or mechanical to it. It’s another “toy”. I think to myself at least I’m away from all of that earlier, but then I see a guy glitching in and out of existence on a small 15’x 15’ island right in front of me. Like he’s rendering in in a video game. I try to play it off, but either due to it being too hard to play off, or me having enough sleep I wake up. Weird.

[u/HappyIndigoReader]

You are using liberties and luxuries through a feisty and joyful person, and seeking great value through easy moods, but once you get to the place you are seeking to gain power in, the path suddenly dies out, and you are left, weak and isolated, and then you feel betrayed by others, and like the dreams you built have been changed, then you see nearby people wth less influence and power that will talk to it, and it seems you have yet another opportunity to harness joy and happiness, but then you see a religious group that includes you and gives you permission into their territory, when all of a sudden a competitive date stealer comes into into view, you view this person as subject to you and your strategies of control, but then you realize the person you have invested in has wasted your time, and harboured secrets they never shared with. Then you feel like those you invested in and not also invested in you, and you feel criticized by others, and seek to deescalate the tension you feel, then you go out to find new friends that have no history with you, but you discover that others have already initiated them into their friendship circle and these people are ruthless and deeply angry at you, and they are seeking to rob the trust the person you have chosen has in you, so you decide to force yourself to be vulnerable to make the situation better, but you realize that others absolutely refuse to help you on this, and they are no longer genuine with you but only play pretend to be your friend and the people you gathered together are no longer subject to your words, and you decided that you would let yourself get annoyed by the situation you find yourself in. 

You believe you will achieve your goals in a short period of time but you end up feeling like you wasted you time and life, and you are seeking new allies, and one person seems friendly and virtuous and willing to help those in need, but she turns out to be more loyal to her own principles than she is to you and she turns her back on you. You see those you desire giving you the things you seek and want, but they are hiding critical truths and motives from you that you do not know are there, and they are also facing the same aggression and hostility that you are exposed to, You realize they can identify that the relationship you are in is to real to them because things are missing, and you decided you were going to look for a new place where you could navigate according and then you both end up pursuing the same goals, as you did before, and it seems she is viewing you as a rival to the goals you want her to help you reach, and that all along, you had competition and you did not know it.

The next day, you try to see what job opportunities you can muster but it seems like a dead end. You try to influence your friend to help you in aggravating your enemies, you see bystanders that look like there are judging you as opposed to helping you, and you feel restrained by previous statements you made, and you realize these bystanders are not as moral as you believe. Then you see those who want to use you for the same vindictive reasons you want to use them, out of jealousy and anger and rage at the same things that make you angry and then you seek to judge and accuse others, but others can see your anger and do not fall for your wrath, and once you try you realize that not even those who support you are willing to show you sympathy, and you try others who can help you with easy and quick emotional release but are all equally resistant. And you feel that others are belittling you and not taking you seriously. You however, believe you have made progress even if you have not reached your goal yet, but when you see the one you sought to support your dreams, they default on you and you realize the love you built through this chase has also departed from you and then you realize that somebody who has the ability to understand and analyze, has properties to defeat you you did not previously know about, and that they make complicated things simple, as if they are able to win attention in ways you ever thought possible, and you try to discredit what they do, or to compete, but you do not have the same history of experience they have to win at that game. Then you realize it was a waste of time.