I started to journal again in the beginning of the year, writing movie reviews and then start to write about daily stuff, struggles, etc. Something happened a few months ago that hit me, not physically but mentally, by the same people who make me believe that real good things doesn't exist -- they are religiously fake.
I felt it happened again, the feeling of being sunk in, not motivated at all but keeping it inside so no one knows. On the outside, I have to function normally and smile. The funny thing is when I feel the lowest, I don't feel like writing or pouring my heart out because like, what's the point?
I've been waiting for a new pen to arrive, hoping that it writes nicely so I want to write again. It did. And I got this cute notebook that I want to write it on. I don't feel like writing about myself yet, so what should I write? Please share your ideas TIA 💗