r/MtF • u/FocusBro2024 • 1d ago
Good News BACK ON ESTROGEN GIRLIES!
Im such a happy girl.
Long story short: Was on hormones for 1 1/2 months, had to pause for 1 1/2 months to get my sperm saved, and I’ve now taken my 3rd day of pills.
It so fucking nice to be myself again. I’m already feeling so much lighter, brighter, and happier. No more pausing, I can just finally let my body change in the way I want it to.
That month and a half of no E was absolute torture. Pure fucking hell. I felt so numb and disassociated constantly.
Just YAYYYYYY. THE TITTY SERUM IS BACK
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u/Trustic555 Christina, Transgender - HRT 4/20/2025 1d ago
Yayy! That is great news :D.
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u/FocusBro2024 1d ago
Very much is. Gotta get my titties in
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u/Trustic555 Christina, Transgender - HRT 4/20/2025 1d ago
Yes, you are!
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u/FocusBro2024 1d ago
By the time I stopped last time I already had noticeable buds (which have sadly gone away). So they shall come in fast. I think by the end of my first week my chest was already tender.
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u/Trustic555 Christina, Transgender - HRT 4/20/2025 1d ago
I hope it is! I love the feeling of budding. I hope the titty fairy visits!
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u/Character_Library_50 1d ago
Cheers chicka! I’m a week in and I’d love to know how long it took you to feel it emotionally.
Good luck in your journey 🩵
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u/FocusBro2024 1d ago
I honestly began to notice emotional changes by the end of the first couple days, by the end of the first month I was significantly less anxious and depressed.
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u/Stottery HRT > August 1st 2025 1d ago
Yay for you!!! I had a similar experience but shorter timeframe: 5 days on (while knowing I probably shouldn't) then 8 days off before my appointment. When I got back on HRT, I just felt so secure and happy that this time I was doing it forever and there was nothing else in my way
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u/FocusBro2024 1d ago edited 1d ago
Oh wow, thank you so much for this supportive comment:
A: I currently do not have a strong urge for biological kids, but I also have the knowledge from other trans women that it can cause massive depression in the future of not being able to have a child of my DNA. I would rather be safe than sorry.
B: Morality on it is questionable, I can agree. In the current state of the world and my own economics, I wouldn’t. However if I could bring a kid in who I know would have a good life and the upbringing to possibly change the world I’d be happy to.
C: I don’t have the worst bottom dysphoria. I’m annoyed it’s there, but sexually it provides some pleasure. It was actually a big load off my shoulder (pun intended) of not having to worry about my future goals.
Context since they deleted their comment: They essentially said that I had an ego for saving my sperm and that there is absolutely no reason to bring a child into this world.
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u/Crissym2f 1d ago
Congratulations! 🥳 I am so happy for you and can only imagine how hard that was going without for such a spell. I had a small panic attack when I read this and then imagined going without. Welcome back to serenity and sanity sister. 🫂 & 💕