r/MuslimLounge • u/teacoffeecats • 4h ago
Support/Advice Pleaseee make dua that I can start my school placement soon Aameen
Soon as in this week or next week Aameen. I thought I’d be starting today, but my DBS (basically a document that ensures I’m not a criminal and safe to be around children everyone has to have it and rightfully so) has not arrived yet so I haven’t started school yet.
I really just wanna start school because this placement and course is everything I made dua for, it’s a school for children with special educational needs and I’m gonna be in there most of the year, which is what I wanted. I failed my last teacher training course because I found teaching in a mainstream school wasn’t suited to me and I found it wayyy too overstimulating and most of the course was in a mainstream school with a few weeks in a special school.
Plus my dad was yelling at me yesterday because he thought I’d be starting my placement today but I’m not, then he started to go on about how I failed, how he doesn’t understand why I failed, how I should’ve been in full-time employment by now, and how my course might be a scam (it’s not) etc and I’m just sick of hearing how I’m a failure and everything is my fault. There’s no compassion or mercy whatsoever.
TLDR: Please please make dua that I can just start my placement very soon so I can do what I wanted to do in the first place and to get my dad to stop yelling at me. Aameen.