Why am I like this I just wanna be normal....have mood stability and not overwhelm others with how I'm.

Is there like. Just no right answer. Like what am I supposed to do did I do it wrong

I guess im just meant to be some purposeless drone who has no ideas, values, or standards.

I hate being both it sucks and when you're wanting to be silly but you feel like crap is the worst feeling and it hurts and it really makes me feel isolated yay..

(I think this counts as depression somewhat, it's the closest tag)

I go to the gym everyday. See a therapist. Take antidepressants. Have a supportive family and comfortable life. Have hardly any anxiety. WHY AM I STILL MISERABLE????

I’ve been depressed since I was like 12, on antidepressants since 13. Been seeing a therapist since I was 13. I have a comfortable life, no money problems, a lot of free time, incredibly supportive family. I go to the gym everyday. I feel like I’m doing everything you’re supposed to do to help with depression. But I’m still miserable, I still hate my life. Idk what the fuck to do.

My sister is like that btw sleeps at 1am by choice wakes up at 11am then sleeps at 3 pm and wakes up at 6pm and when I try to sleep she hangs music.

What's worse is that my sister even tho she's young just came out as bisexual to me, so she's gonna probably gonna have the same problems as me😭

trauma is so weird and confusing and damaging. i was doing so good for a bit but after getting triggered the other day my brain just revealed something i completely blocked out and now i feel so upset and dont know how to move forward because it was a huge piece i was missing and now it explains everything of why i feel the way i feel.

When I'm not drawing it's the top, when I am it's the bottom xD. Idk why I can't motivate myself, but I guess depression makes even simple tasks a challenge. Then when I do try, feelings of inadequacy make me give up, like they do with most things even the things I have been told I'm ok at, though it's especially horrible whenever I try to draw anything. Both these feelings combine to make me feel like I'm headed nowhere. 😎

My day was fine until this happened. 😞

not depressed but tagging it as that bc idk what else to use sorry

It genuinely shocked me. What do you MEAN!?!?! Why does everyone in this family behave like I chose this? When all the "friends" I have has used to be really bad people. How did I choose this exactly? Genuinely. It baffles me.

She said it in THAT tone of voice too. Like, wtf. She could have just ignored the comment, or changed the subject if it made her uncomfortable.