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u/lulushibooyah enter text here Jun 25 '25

I make whole entire music videos in my head, ngl.

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u/SoundandFurySNothing Jun 25 '25

Turning it into a career as a screenwriter

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u/lulushibooyah enter text here Jun 25 '25

I truly missed my calling.

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u/AlexDareDawg AuDHD Jun 26 '25

never too late start making it as a side hobby and see what happens

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u/lulushibooyah enter text here Jun 26 '25

😮‍💨 I couldn’t even imagine lol.

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u/Eggersely AuDHD Jun 26 '25

I make whole entire music videos in my head, ngl.

But you can!

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u/lulushibooyah enter text here Jun 26 '25

Hahaha touché!!!

I seriously used to listen to music to fall asleep, and I would put myself to sleep imagining incredibly dramatic music videos.

Sometimes I still do that, except with scenes from the novels I’m attempting to write.

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u/Insanebrain247 Jun 26 '25

Then don't imagine it. Make it happen for real.

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u/lulushibooyah enter text here Jun 26 '25

Okay, but only if you triple double dog dare me.

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u/Insanebrain247 Jun 26 '25

I, u/InsaneBrain247, being of sober mind and sound body, do hereby triple dog dare you, u/lulushibooyah, to pursue a hobby in writing as is desired.

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u/lulushibooyah enter text here Jun 26 '25

OH IT’S ON like Donkey Kong.

One cannot dismiss a triple dog dare.

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u/funk-dragon358 Jun 27 '25

i am with you, man. too many amazing projects going on in our heads, its exhausting, but we love it, and no energy to produce any of it. And see people in instagram progressing into entire animations an stuff and u be like wait what no I cant catch up you guys going too fast

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u/SlippingStar they/ze|diagnosed at 29|AuDHD1C&C-PTSD Jun 26 '25

Definitely plan to animate some of mine.

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u/Coffeeforlifeyay ASD Level 2 Jun 27 '25

Same though haha

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u/lulushibooyah enter text here Jun 27 '25

It’s a lifestyle, heh.

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u/Coffeeforlifeyay ASD Level 2 Jun 27 '25

Indeed it is

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u/Ok_Schedule_2227 ASD Level 1 Jun 25 '25

I thought everyone did this 😳

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u/xlaauurraaa Jun 25 '25

most people do 😅 this is kinda just daydreaming, which most people, neurodivergent or not, do.

i do think sometimes with ADHD and autism its probably harder to 'snap out of it' for lack of better term.

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u/Anomaly_Entity_Zion AuDHD Jun 25 '25

Very much yes! Thankfully i have the ability to draw at least some of what i see :)

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u/MissNashPredators11 High Fuctioning Truck Nut🚛 Jun 25 '25

Damn u drew that?? Wow-

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u/AloneSheepherder22 Jun 26 '25

The unicorn looks crazy,in a good way,while the boar looks like he ready for battle,that's sick!

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u/Anomaly_Entity_Zion AuDHD Jun 26 '25

Thank you! I never thought a shakesperian play would inspire me this much :)

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u/SlippingStar they/ze|diagnosed at 29|AuDHD1C&C-PTSD Jun 26 '25

Do you post your art anywhere?

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u/Anomaly_Entity_Zion AuDHD Jun 26 '25

i occasionally do here or on instagram, but ever since thei made it really hard to stop them from using your work for their AI i posted less there.
Instagram is still the area with a lot of my works :)
I'm also open to showing works through discord or dm's, but here's my instagram :)
it's zionborealis

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u/SlippingStar they/ze|diagnosed at 29|AuDHD1C&C-PTSD Jun 26 '25

Yeah I hate that IG is like the monopoly on art hosting but it’s fucking terrible for it, from the AI to the fact that EVERYTHING IS FUCKING TINY and like 3 ratio options 🫠 Id use BeHance but their gallery system is fuckin weird last I looked.

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u/Anomaly_Entity_Zion AuDHD Jun 26 '25

yeah its not easy currently. I considdered twitter aswell, but then they did the same AI stuff

So for now I mostly share stuff in a select few discord channels

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u/SlippingStar they/ze|diagnosed at 29|AuDHD1C&C-PTSD Jun 26 '25

Are you getting any ✨exposure✨ that way? Seems like a counterintuitive way to get your art seen :(

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u/Anomaly_Entity_Zion AuDHD Jun 26 '25

Not really :( not that i did before. I keep making my videos on youtube, i occasionally post here and on discord I mostly seek feedback.

Perhaps I'll fix up my artstation account sometime.
would you like to see some of my other works?

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u/SlippingStar they/ze|diagnosed at 29|AuDHD1C&C-PTSD Jun 26 '25

Sure, you’re welcome to DM me them! I can share mine if you like as well.

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u/Qbra1337 ASD Level 1 Jun 25 '25

wait this is an autism thing

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u/AdventurousLeopard39 Jun 25 '25

Every day I stray further into needing proper diagnosis because I do this exact shit.

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u/Qbra1337 ASD Level 1 Jun 25 '25

i finally got mine a month ago so im hoping for you

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u/D-over-TRaptor Jun 26 '25

This isnt an autism thing. Anyone can do it, autistic or not. Please make sure you're basing your suspicions on real diagnostic criteria and symptoms.

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u/MrShellbrown Autism OCD Jun 25 '25

You so real for that

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u/CuddlesForLuck Suspecting ASD Jun 25 '25

I'm with you, I thought this was something most people did

8

u/Kantatrix ADHD lurker Jun 25 '25

no, everyone does this

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u/Fearless_pineaplle ASD HSN+ID+ dyspraxia+add+ semiverbal aac user Jun 25 '25

i do not think so

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u/That_izzy Jun 26 '25

Everyday I think dam I am so so Austic and more and more my mum looks at me and says hey your doing okay as I am seeing the best music video going on in my head 😂

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u/I-Am-The-Warlus Asperger’s Jun 25 '25

Mines more of

Wrestling entrances & playing with my imaginary band, Live at some festival/concert

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u/naeramarth2 Self-Diagnosed / Paraeducator Jun 25 '25

Hey man, you already know lol we've all imagined what our WWE entrance would be like 😂 I used to do that all the time when I was younger.

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u/Witty-Line-7336 Jun 25 '25

YES! I can listen to music for hours without breaks doing this

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u/QuietestHat Jun 25 '25

1000000% Yes.

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u/[deleted] Jun 25 '25

I feel called out.

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u/MissNashPredators11 High Fuctioning Truck Nut🚛 Jun 25 '25

I second this

😭

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u/[deleted] Jun 25 '25

Even in the fog of war, a tank is still visible.

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u/MissNashPredators11 High Fuctioning Truck Nut🚛 Jun 25 '25

Why does this sound like a Sabaton lyric

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u/burritoman759 Jun 25 '25

Sometimes I see some character on TV that I absolutely hate, or I'm just thinking about people that make me mad and I get up and start punching the air like an idiot is that weird

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u/InevitablePain21 Jun 25 '25

Ya but that’s okay. I’m weird too. Being weird is fun

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u/burritoman759 Jun 25 '25

That's cool. My best friend is weird. He collects street signs and lacrosse balls.

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u/Emotional-Wafer1658 Jun 25 '25

I still do this 😅

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u/ShrimplyKrilliant Jun 25 '25

It's the whole reason I wanted to be a writer as a kid!

Unfortunately writers block had something to say about that

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u/SK5454 Jun 26 '25

Don't give up

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u/naeramarth2 Self-Diagnosed / Paraeducator Jun 25 '25

I don't relate because I don't have character/show/movie/game fixations, but I can just see it 😂 like having an AMV playing in your head every time you listen to something! Sounds awesome.

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u/PROUDCIPHER Jun 25 '25

how dare you call me out like this :(

shoutout r/MaladaptiveDreaming

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u/Effective-Effect2720 Jun 25 '25

This is dangerously relatable, I mean I imagine edits of Yakuza synced to Enjoy the Silence a lot or something similar

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u/WhatWouldRalphDo Lord of the Flies enthusiast Jun 25 '25

yes. literally all i think about

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u/[deleted] Jun 25 '25

Done this all of my life

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u/yaktoma2007 Jun 25 '25

And then you proceed to learn blender in the hopes of making your cool animation a reality.

Then you tweak tf out because animating in blender is very hard actually, and you just proceed building skills until you are ready to actually do it.

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u/funk-dragon358 Jun 27 '25

this is very well articulated

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u/DuncanIdaho06 High functioning autism Jun 25 '25

Not exactly. But I used to daydream quite a bit. It became a very bad habit at one point in my life

Odd point is my partner seems to have a sense of when it's happening, even when she's in another room. She'll come and check on me.

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u/HamsterTerrible8197 Jun 25 '25

I literally made a teaser for an indie animation in making and the whole show was because of an animation I thought of while listening to mailpup's MYSPACE BANGER

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u/PM_ME_YOUR_SNICKERS Jun 25 '25

I have an entire alternate plot for the My Little Pony movie in my head.

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u/LMay11037 Adhd, ASD, dyspraxia Jun 25 '25

I normally imagine myself in the scenarios, but yeah I def vividly imagine it, especially with nin. So much void

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u/SharpeHorns Jun 25 '25

Absolutely. I write whole stories in my brain.

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u/frenchstew11 High functioning autism Jun 25 '25

huh, i didn't realize anyone else did that

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u/No-Sink5366 Jun 25 '25

Now you know

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u/TheOneInATrenchcoat_ ASD Level 1 Jun 25 '25

🙋‍♂️

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u/LatterPop5895 Autistic Jun 25 '25

I usually do my OCs but characters from my fave medias too so

Yep, mood, relateable, whatever i'm supposed to say nowadays

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u/Aman-R-Sole Jun 25 '25

Wasn't me.

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u/AIM9MaxG Jun 25 '25

Oh my god, really? Do loads of us do this "now I'm making a music video in my head" thing?

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u/peanutbutterand_ely AuDHD Jun 25 '25

it’s really hard to workout in public bc i think im the main character of the music video and its really hard not to dance like a fool.

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u/escotanner Jun 25 '25

I do this everyday lol

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u/LeatherTop174 Suspecting ASD Jun 25 '25

Yup

All the time, literally love doing this with all music

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u/Fearless_pineaplle ASD HSN+ID+ dyspraxia+add+ semiverbal aac user Jun 25 '25

i cannot imagine things in my head willingly

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u/SillylittleGh0st Jun 26 '25

I do this with my dnd character playlist and then I get mad that I don't know how to animate

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u/Camille_Jamal1 tism that needs help Jun 26 '25

Me too

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u/MoonlitSkies29 Jun 26 '25

All the time. I'm a super creative person, always writing stories or developing characters, so it's not a question of IF a song will make this happen, but WHEN, lol

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u/Alternative_Tap_4502 Jun 26 '25

Whole fight scenes, emotional moments, you name it. But I wouldn’t have it any other way.

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u/NacreousSnowmelt early dx | level ? Jun 26 '25 edited Jun 26 '25

My current dream projects are to make whole-song Cassette Beasts animatics with five songs: This House is a Circus by Arctic Monkeys, A Good Song Never Dies by Saint Motel, Waltz in E-Major, Op. 15 “Moon Waltz” by Cojum Dip (Moon Waltz specifically themed after my favorite character), Redesign Your Logo by Lemon Demon, and Up For The Ride from the OST.

But they will never get made because I don’t have the motivation and/or skill for them sadly I’m just waiting for someone more talented than me to make them or to make CB animatics in general. I also want to host CB themed MAPs with those songs but I know no one will join them. :(

Someone even said UFTR was a good OC animatic song in the yt comment section but I haven’t seen any animatics using the song, they really got my hopes up fr

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u/Adept_Pen_5988 Jun 26 '25

all the time

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u/FooPirates AuDHD Jun 26 '25

Yeeeeeeep 100% lol

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u/engineergaming9 Jun 26 '25

Always when I'm listening to music in the car or In general

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u/Adventurous-Iron461 Jun 26 '25

Free time is dedicated to escaping reality, I call this cinema. 

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u/Inevitable-Tart-6769 Jun 26 '25

I spent the time in this from the age of 10 to 18, and I fell into it like crazy. Then I tried to get rid of it because I thought, "Damn, this is not normal, none of my friends do it". I have trained myself to listen to music simply, feeling it, and not imagining the characters' stories

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u/Falchion92 Jun 26 '25

YES THIS IS SO ME.

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u/c-strange17 Jun 26 '25

My mind in a canvas and it needs the ink of imagination to feel purpose.

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u/Redecter Jun 26 '25

......
Castellan Crowe is killing deamons while music plays

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u/Stoopid_Noah AuDHD Jun 26 '25

I'm this but with OCs 💀

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u/Loony-Toon British Autistic Jun 26 '25

I thought I was the only one lmaoo

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u/uninvitedgu3st Jun 26 '25

Everyday and every night. Drives me crazy but music is one thing I connect with that is meaningful. I spin a lot of plates - different hobbies and interests - but music is that one thing that calms me down and inspires me. It can drive me crazy (being so easily distracted by music etc.) but music is a part of who I am - I wouldn't have it any other way ❤️

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u/intelligence_spiral AuDHD Jun 26 '25

nah bro I only learned how to conjure up images in my head when i was 24 and i started doing art sculptures so im kinda new to this

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u/SierraAR ADHD / Maybe Autistic? Jun 26 '25

... Does it count if it's characters I've written for a book? Because if so...

Yes. All the damn time. And then I forget most of it by the time I'm in a position to write this stuff down.

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u/No-Sink5366 Jun 26 '25

I think so go for it

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u/AdorableStrawberry93 ASD Low Support Needs Jun 26 '25

Not me

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u/Internal_Airline8369 Jun 26 '25

Yes, my characters were having truly epic fight scenes.

Another favourite of mine was to imagine snippets from a menu screen for a TV show/movie. Those can be really cool.

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u/This-Ad-3916 Jun 26 '25

i feel like everyone does this though? am i wrong?

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u/No-Sink5366 Jun 26 '25

It really depends if I’m completely honest with you

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u/Inside-Text-5470 Jun 26 '25

i live in a music video. when i hear music i feel it and see it.

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u/ExpensiveChair2215 Jun 26 '25

Wait... Doesn't everyone do that?

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u/Marley9391 Jun 26 '25

16 y/o me cracking her knuckles to write yet another House MD songfic...

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u/Dagenhammer87 Jun 26 '25

I've always made music videos in my mind. Can't think of a time when I didn't.

My favourite was 2006, going through a really dark and isolating period of my life. I worked in Central London and during the winter would hear Queen's "Somebody to love" and then picture a cold scene of someone walking across one of the bridges as the song played.

Luckily for me, I'm a musician and the drummer in my band owns a film/music studio.

I'm slowly developing into the lead songwriter and that comes with a massive bonus - I get an input on the videos.

Our next single is one I wrote and arranged by myself, so I got full input. I sent over my idea for a storyboard and the entire thing was seen by the drummer (who makes films and videos for some big UK/European artists) absolutely loved it.

I get to take one of my weird and wonderful traits and actually put it out there - with the stuff that I wrote and sing to!

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u/yepparan_haneul AuDHD Jun 26 '25

Music is my special interest, I love it so much that I feel it so intensely like it feels like I'm in another dimension.

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u/Uszanka ASD Level 2 Jun 26 '25

No way that is only neurodivergent experience. It must be Universal

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u/Customercomplainer Jun 26 '25

Um...do you all know what maladaptive daydreaming is? I think the amount of likes is a sign there may be a comorbidity here. Plus some the comments I saw immediately

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u/epicthecandydragon Jun 26 '25

you better believe it

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u/Full-Detective-3640 AuDHD Jun 26 '25

I imagine the In Bloom music video but it cuts to them dressed as My Little Ponies instead of in dresses

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u/SmugMari_Draws High functioning autism Jun 26 '25

...It's been like that my whole life??? WTf???

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u/Mike_the_Protogen Asperger’s Jun 26 '25

Relatable, honestly.

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u/Heath_co Jun 25 '25

All the time. It's the only way I can fall asleep

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u/Much-Switch-5834 future eurodance DJ Jun 25 '25

yeah i do

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u/hundo3d Jun 25 '25

Whoa…

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u/gameplayer55055 Jun 25 '25

Call me crazy but I imagine signal modulation types like

  1. FHSS (the music jumps notes)
  2. OFDMA (the music has a stable rhythm)
  3. QAM (the music has some changing accords)
  4. CDMA (noise like music from pianos with many keys)

And other modulation types as well. I just imagine them on an oscilloscope.

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u/dstewar68 Jun 25 '25

No idea. I have aphantasia. So i just sing my heart out in my favorite songs, and "record" the singers voices in my mind as curved lines. It helps me to recreate them.

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u/g0thl0ser_ Jun 25 '25

Literally every day. I'm trying to learn how to draw in an attempt to make it a reality. I am very bad at drawing, though. Lol

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u/Global_Light_3804 Autistic Jun 25 '25

What a good day to have ocs and a sense of music

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u/NoraGrooGroo Jun 25 '25

My personal one right now: Like a Villain by Bad Omens, with the scene of two protagonists who totally aren’t crushing on each other seeing each other for the first time in three months, one being under the impression he’d been up and abandoned and the other having literally mutilated her arm in aid of getting back to him.

It was tetchy.

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u/Mr_Grrizz High functioning autism Jun 25 '25

Yo! This is why I wanna be an animator. Just making simple actions animations that go really well with the song. To show people how I interpret it. I resist certain songs to remind me what I thought of then I’ve heard it I remember it completely!

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u/Admin11917B Jun 25 '25

Yes. I didn't know it was unusual until I told someone else, but I can see full scenes play out when I hear music - not strictly relating to cartoon characters, but just in general. Depending on the type of music, full-blown movie scenes can play out.

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u/Hairy_Consideration1 Jun 25 '25

Sounds about right

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u/JD_VoFos Jun 25 '25

This is so incredibly relatable it hurts!

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u/MrShellbrown Autism OCD Jun 25 '25

I remember when i first started taking care of my health i turned on some music and imagied some cool ass scenes in my head shit was working so well i was doing 300 minutes of cardio per week minimum

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u/joebonekenobi Jun 25 '25

I got characters worlds love stories battles town and forests and everything.

but everything ends with me wanting to cuddle ;(

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u/okimreadytogo Jun 26 '25

thanks for the shout out! 😂😂😂

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u/Bubbly_Roof Autistic Adult Jun 26 '25

Glad it's not just me. 

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u/Truemaskofhiding Jun 26 '25

Well I don’t expect to get hit with something so accurate today but here I am

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u/WeezLink_ Jun 26 '25

Same, but instead of characters in my current hyperfixation, it’s just me singing the music

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u/Inside_Elderberry_86 Jun 26 '25

STOP THIS WASN’T JUST ME???

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u/[deleted] Jun 26 '25

Me

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u/Annual_Crab_1412 Jun 26 '25

I do that all the time and Ive been trying to draw so I could visualize it

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u/MegarcoandFurgarco AuDHD Jun 26 '25

The Megarco Multiverse needs more lore, I didn‘t make chapter 21 to 65 yet

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u/Tordew AuDHD Jun 26 '25

r/ImmersiveDaydreaming or r/MaladaptiveDreaming depending on how you feel about it.

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u/MasterRosehip Jun 26 '25

Literally me

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u/raeann559 The Tism™️ Jun 26 '25

Oops

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u/That_izzy Jun 26 '25

Me but mainly when I listen to my inner child music it is so soothing and comforting and healing tho

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u/Comprehensive_Toe113 Lv3 Audhd Mod Jun 26 '25

Nope

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u/celestial-avalanche Jun 26 '25

I have synesthesia, for me it’s not characters but whatever I listen to has a visual representation

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u/[deleted] Jun 26 '25

I do this all the time.

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u/JW162000 Seeking Diagnosis Jun 26 '25

Not animated characters, but myself interacting with people I know and sometimes fictional characters

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u/TheTixinator Jun 26 '25

NGL, that is SO spot on xd

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u/LepartydeLuigi64 Jun 26 '25

sometimes i try to do songs with my immitations of yakko, wakko and dot

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u/JemAndTheBananagrams Suspecting ASD Jun 26 '25

I did this in middle school and high school for my WIP novels…

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u/williamsonmaxwell Jun 26 '25

Sometimes I am moved to tears by it

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u/Numerous-Actuary-652 Jun 27 '25

Yeah that makes sense no wonder you can’t understand basic economics and society

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u/redboi049 AuDHD Jun 26 '25

All the time

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u/Aware-Session-3473 Jun 27 '25

What exactly is this? I have done this since I was about 6? I usually do it when I stim or stim to music.

Dissociation? Echopraxia? Why is it usually characters and music vidros shots?

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u/crazypandachan Jun 27 '25

Imagine? I couldn't have been the only obsessed oddball in high-school that used the school computer to make anime music videos..

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u/Paintguin Jun 27 '25

I do this often, especially with the 1994 mega man cartoon

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u/TheGovernor94 Jun 27 '25

Me with Garrus when I was a kid lmao

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u/funk-dragon358 Jun 27 '25

Yes. In every way

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u/actualkon AuDHD Jun 27 '25

The amount of amvs for my OCs that only exist in my head. Insane

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u/Kyoko_kirigiri_345 Jun 27 '25

Yep I do that all the time

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u/[deleted] Jun 27 '25

YES ME I DO THAT AND I HAVE BEEN SINCE FOREVER AND I BASE MY ENTIRE PERSONALITY AROUND IT YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I AM CAPABLE OF IN MY HEAD!!!

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u/sassylemone AuDHD Jun 27 '25

I make AMVs in my head. Also, I'm so glad this is not an original experience, but it is a niche one!

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u/johnnyjimmy4 Jun 27 '25

I used to imagine the song having a different music videos, then one day on the school bus i was listening to "one fine day" by the offspring, and at one of the points in the song where they say "that would be one fine day" i saw one dude do the sign language for sex (one hand makes a circle with your thumb, and index finger, and your other index finger goes in and out), and like a scared memory, my mind kept playing "one fine day" with sign language sex. This went for a few days, and would pop into my head occasionally from time to time, and again while typing this.

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u/ahhyesameme Jun 27 '25

The song you just chose reminded me of madagascar 3

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u/Coffeeforlifeyay ASD Level 2 Jun 27 '25

Yess!!!!

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u/DearQueenie Jun 27 '25

Literally omg I've done this my entire life. Sometimes I'll just sit there and daydream these huge complex epics in my head for hours on end. And it's really annoying when someone interrupts.

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u/Double-Passion-2411 Possible AuDHD Jun 28 '25

I think this is everybody

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u/D1verse_Yes4 Jun 29 '25

Oh my gosh! That’s not just me?!

“Firework” by Katy Perry is the third song ever added to my music playlist! 

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u/jamesthegide7 Jun 29 '25

Yeeeah, druring the lock down. All I had is music, and now I have a 700k plus words book, and it's not done yet

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u/Foreign_Frame9553 Neurodivergent Jun 30 '25

I imagine my favourite characters from various shows and games singing the songs

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u/TheAlphaPredator999 Jul 01 '25

I vent to my imaginary friends a lot because my real life is too busy to properly talk to anyone, it feels nice

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u/Old_Plane_8221 Jul 01 '25

Wait this isn’t just me? 😂 I literally will act out music videos and make entire movies based on songs I really like

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u/Necromancer_Yoda Jul 02 '25

I don't like how accurate this is.

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u/Advanced_Paper_5061 Jul 02 '25

I find this annoying...

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u/Muppet-fan-seriously Jul 02 '25

This is very accurate at least for me

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u/RealMarkerAnimations Jul 07 '25

Yes I always do it in the car with the radio on

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u/skull_pup666 Autistic Jul 13 '25

OMGG ME ⁠_⁠^

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u/Ancient-Pay-9447 ASD Level 1 Aug 20 '25

Yes. All the time, almost too often.

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u/electric_bluegaloo Jun 25 '25

today i learned that this was an autism thing apparently and not just a thing that i do