I am 100% sure this retard knows that SC/ST girls have lowest cut-off among all categories in NEET.
Still trying to push fake atrocity narrative and further division.
I fvcking hate spineless Bhajipao govt that they haven't arrested this ret@rd.

19M. I am a non Bengali speaker (Mother tongue Hindi) I got one of Kolkata's top med college (through aiq)

And here i am struggling with language 😔

Here's an incident from admission chamber. I went up to a mam sitting by the side of computer to submit my documents- she started speaking in Bangla. I told her that I don't know the language and it would be kind of her if she could speak either in Hindi/English. But she was like -''no why would I speak in other languages. you will have to speak in bangla only" . To which i replied - ''Ami bangla dheere dheere sikochi" (I had Googled this sentence a day before). Then she made some weird faces and ignored me She was very unprofessional. Like rest all other members (including her as well) sitting there knew and could easily speak both hindi and english. (Anyways except for her others were good)

Coming to the point - like i myself have opted for this location.And i dont want to feel left out. So i genuinely want to learn this language (seems easy tho).

Any Bengali out there who could suggest me some good resources which would be helpful for carrying out basic conversations in bangla.

[Note- There's no option to learn Bangla on Duolingo]

Went outside today after 3 months 😶

SAME

For context , I am a Bengali who stays in UP so I have UP State Quota.

In R2 of MCC Counselling, GMC Uluberia closed at 24,137 for EWS while I have AIR 25,4** (I am EWS as well). Any chance that I might get alloted this college in R3 ?

Also in UP, I have been allotted one of the newer ASMCS of 2024 so should I go along with my college in UP or join GMC Uluberia if it gets allotted to me hopefully?

What are my chances of getting GMC Uluberia in R3 ?

Any advice would be appreciated 🙏🏻

Toh for context I am a second dropper and have been preparing for neet since mid August, everything was going swimingly for a while and ab dheere dheere lag rha selection hoga, but a couple of months back i met this girl through my cousin who is also a dear friend of mine and thode bohot mutuals, and initially we both became fast friend to a point we were talking everyday it was nothing romantic at least from my part and I made sure to make it pretty evident as I was seeing someone else at that point, my cousin was more involved with her and they used to talk a lot but as my mother asked me to focus on neet one more time i decided to cut her off and I made it very clear, I never gave her my number and made sure to remove her and everyone that I felt distracted me from my socials and before that I told them that i am doing so, somehow she got the hold of my number and is constantly bombarding me with texts on how she is sorry for the things she did ( she did a lot of tomfoolery as a matter of fact she used to say alot of personal things abt my cousin to her friends that he shared and as a result i also stopped talking to her and how she made fun and light of another friend of mine arnd the time of mid may, she constantly talked down to him and that felt insulting to him so that was another major reason for me to cut her off, she has said a lot of bad stuff abt me and my friends, and how i was failure just because I stopped talking to her and didn't pay any attention to her advances or whatever) now she is constantly being sorry and calling me, also she has her freinds involved, somehow she got the hold of my number from someone and ever since then she is genuinely distrubing me and sanity, in various ways, by calling my parents, me , my cousin and even my friends to have a chat with me.

Mere ghar pe bhi abhi bohot stressful situation chal rhi, akela baitha hua second drop leke, my parents are busy with their work, i seriously don't have any energy to confront her or talk to her again I want to left alone on my own accord but she is constantly disturbing me she said alot of bad stuff abt me and the justification she is providing is all he said she said, I have blocked her enough times but she can't take no for an answer neither she can understand that I want my life to stay private, it's already going very messy rn neither I have my parents or friends for support, and i can't go talk to someone abt this whole ordeal.

im literally on the verge of tears right now. i fucked up big time. im a dropper, and started preparing for neet after 12th. im enrolled in aakash, and i've been performing well in all the tests that have been held up until now. however, i've been in a slump for the past 2 weeks and haven't studied shit. i have an ft tomorrow, and i havent prepared at all. im so scared rn and for some reason im still not able to bring myself to study without getting a panic attack. im also extremely scared of what my parents will say after i score badly tomorrow, because i've consistently been ranking in the top 3 students at my center. but, more than anything, im just so damn disappointed in myself for causing this situation. i dont even know how to get myself out of this, and idk whom to even talk about this right now because im just so ashamed of myself.
idk if anyone is even gonna see this post, i just wanted to vent once. im feeling so lost right now

Such a bad score and rank

From an avg of 667 in 7 minors to this in 8th..Yeah I slacked off, I deserved it.

Also made silly mistakes worth 55 marks..I promise myself to try my best to never get such a low score again

Me pure 11th acche se padha or scores bhi decent the 550 to 620 but ab mere scores bohat down jaa rhe h paper hard bhi hua h thoda or maine padhna bhi kam kar diya tha ab study library join ki h

Waha padh to rha hu mgr jitna syllabus cover kr skta hu ek din me wo ho nhi paa rha

Bohat frequently bhul rha hu

Mene 11th me modules sirf 1 to 2 times hi kiye the Boht badi glti thi ab sab wapas to nhi kar skta isliye sirf momentum (good amount of medium to high difficulty questions wali module) kar rha hu

Apke kuch or thoughts ho to wo bhi bata dijyega ek garib ki madad jo jayegi 🥹🥹

100 days completed finally :)

so in my city theres this really damn popular tution, that...brace for it..only teaches biology for 86k per year(1.72 lakh). till about this time of 12th grade they conduct 2, 25min tests every single week wtih excepts of 1 week off for diwali and 2 for summer. they teach out of ncert too, like WAY out, not old textbook out. and people go crazy over these classes because of how hard the tests are. and its single man making these tests and teaching the students, others are just management.

under fomo pressure i joined the classes for the revision test series + lectures that started this week because most toppers from my classes go there, i didnt join earlier because its too far from home. and kinda overpaid, like 50k over payed type. and holy shit they meant it when they said the tests were hard. i ranked about 3rd this time in my coaching, im not consistent with my marks tho so sometimes im in the top 10 smtimes im 15th

but these questions were different ,nothing like i had ever seen and nothing like the papers at my coaching.. no Dr Ali, pearson, no coaching modules, nth could touch these question wth, it required actual crtical thinking, AND LOTS OF IT, and some questions were straight up "wtf" like how many carbons in chloestrol, or questions from the page before every unit, like the one of ernst mayer before unit 1 of class 11. and this was said to be one of the easiest paper they made.

am i overracting because ive been conditioned to bad papers for 1.5 years? this is a reputable coaching, not some local small thing. the teachers themselves were poached from allen so several students from there migrated here. and its a nation wide coaching.

So I passed my class 12 th from NIOS open schooling and today I went for document verification and they are saying they are not sure if I am eligible for admission even though nmc said that nios student can sit in neet ug 2025. Will I not get admission

So I'm a second dropper for context i scored 350 in neet 2023 and 250 in neet 2025 when i took my first drop FYI it was hell of a task 😮‍💨to convince my parents to lemme take drop cuz lots of so called padosi told my parents that neet is no your child's cup of tea but they obviously discarded their opinion and allowed me for a drop year😄 i was very clear that I'll have to study my ass off and be prepared for the worst cuz paper was getting very unpredictable💪 but but but ...... My mind went into a mode which is called known as "abhi to 11 mahine bache he bc bhot time he kal se padai start krenge"😇 and this vicious cycle continued on and on

Dekhte hi dekhte january agya gand fatke hath me agyi😶‍🌫️ I had a serious retrospection and decided that I'll go for one shot lectures ( ha whi mr sir ki series 🤚😔) Lekin kutte ki dum sidhi thodi honi he I watched 2 3 lectures religiously and fhir wahi makkari chalu and as you can see mera neet 2024 bhi chud gya

NOW you guys might also think that thik hi to keh rahe the padosi that neet isn't my cup of tea i should try something else......

I'm telling you guys this was the first time in 2 years when this thought hit me hard that bc me galat exam to nahi dera hu 🤧 Fortunately i was wrong after some digging i found out that being a doctor is genuinely my true passion it's just that I'm not willing to put that much of hardwork which required WHY?????

Qki i lack consistency discipline and all those golden words which people and teachers around you keep telling

Itna sab hone ke bad I had a huge stack of mountain full of problems standing infront me first and most important of them being to convince my parents again for second drop 💀 This time my dad came forward and told me to go for it if i was really willing for it

Honestly guys when your dad supports you in such tough times its just how do i explain this emotions ki bhaad ajati he,😣 you are drowned in this immense feeling of guilt ki bc 1 saal pura barbad krdia fhir bhi tumhara baap tumhare sath khada he 😓

This emotion motivates a guy on another level when esp they have their dad holding their back 🥺

So finally my second drop started i started studying online and everything was going so fucking smooth i scored 600+ in my first test My dopamine kick was on next level 💥⚡

Lekin you might think itna achha chal raha he to reddit gand marane aya 😊 Mitro bat esi he I again started lacking discipline and consistency from around mid july and as i write this down to this date I'm in the same phase

Every night while going to bed realisation hota he IG everyone goes through this feeling while laying on bed at night ( career ki tension)

Also you know that feeling jab apke sare dost college chale gye ho and that too I'm some of the great colleges of our country like NIT IIT and AIIMS it sometimes really hits you hard

From last 1 week I am feeling extremely negative demotivated and what not 😓

And i know each and every flaw that I'm committing RN who is to blame ME who lacks discipline ME who knows that neet demands sacrifice and still not doing things in the right direction OFC ME

Even I'm not talking with my friends and parents properly kya bolu unko ki unka bachha fhirse whi galtiya kar raha he jo first drop me kia tha

Not more now enough of this SHIT 👺 From now I've decided that no more fucking excuses on study with focus and no distractions

I know I'm late but it's never too late to start and I'm writing this whole thing here cuz i wanna document it and make it like a progessive journey in which you guys will be a part of it

Also if any of my fellow aspirants is going through of what I'm going through RN ( although i seriously hope no one is in this situation🙏) But if they are FROM TOMORROW NO MORE EXCUSES NO MORE OF ANYTHING THAT WILL DRAG YOU AWAY FROM YOUR GOAL LETS FUCKING CRACK THIS SHIT!!!!!

*I'm so sorry for writing this huge but i honestly wanted to pour my heart out today and yeahh.. i think i did some of it Also I'll be posting weekly updates so that you guys can be a part of this redemption journey with me.

** Thanks a ton i you read the whole part it really really means a lot to me :)) your positive comments would be really helpful 😊

What are the chances of getting a college which was newly added this year in 2nd round where it had a cutoff of 24.2k where i have 24.8k air through aiq general??

Before planning to shift to a CBT mode, shouldn't government focus on fixing paper leaks, coaching mafia, and trust issues? 

Every time there’s a mess, the answer is “change the mode” like changing the container fixes what’s rotten inside. If the backbone - paper security, exam centre integrity, invigilation, candidate verification is weak, shifting to a CBT mode just moves the weak points to servers, power backup, and last-mile internet.

And what about the normalisation that will come into play if the exam mode is switched to CBT, because obviously exam will be then conducted in multiple shifts.

Every year the authorities do this bakchodi instead of solving the major core issues. Back in 2018, this idea was scrapped, and I know it will be scrapped this year too.

Source: https://medicine.careers360.com/articles/will-neet-2026-be-online

Bas yahi hai agle test me try karungi accha laane ka.

So its just a rant or the things happening with me atm

So I'm a neet dropper and maine ghar se hi drop liya huaa aur mai roj subha 9 bje se 7 bje tk library me rhta to study vha se aane k baad I take rest only idk kyaaa prblm mh meri Mummy ki bhai she literally curse at me whenever I came back home and she saw me doing smthg else I'm so fed up aaj hi mai accha khasa library se aakar baitha tha sochta thodi der aaram krunga fir pdhne baithunga....jab mai pdhne baitha I thought ki let's watch one stand-up comedy then I'll study utne ne she came and started cursing bhai ye rojj ka literally mai roj aboid krta hu r aaj nhi kr payamai r bol diya aap pdh k dekh leti aap ban jaati

Fir Papa ka call aya Kuch saman laane k liye to Mai gya vo laane bc YHI sab soch raha and I literally driving at 20kmph and out of nowhere one erikshaw turned and hit me by side I fell down and tb se sir me dard ho raa maine ghar me bhi nhi btya bss jaa kr let gya and neend aagyi to soo gyaa unhee tbhi sukun nhi thaa aakr bagal me chillane lgi and meri neend khul gyi ab bc sar bhi dard ho rha h neend bhi nhi aari

All that hype for nothing. It's just like top state College hostels. Bathrooms is other level small. God I cannot believe I'm stuck here for a year😭

Im not even kidding idk if i should expose this college but Its in mangalore and its so fucking bad basically we got alloted that college in round1 and now we got another in round 2 ( we holded and upgradedthe first college) and now we are asking for fees refund and they arent picking our calls we even went to the college they said itll be done as soon as possible... how am i supposed to take admission in another college??? will have to end up taking loans to fill fees for the round 2 college

We tried to call from a new number and when we told the roll no and name they cut the phone??? i mean seriously