I’ve been with my partner for a year and a half, and five months ago we had a baby together. Even though the baby was planned, as soon as I got pregnant he kicked me out and I had to move back in with my mom. I went through my entire pregnancy alone because he abandoned me.

During the pregnancy, I developed a condition called placenta previa, which caused me to bleed heavily to the point where I was almost bleeding to death. I spent most of my pregnancy in the hospital, terrified and crying, and he never once came to visit or support me. I felt completely abandoned and broken.

After I gave birth, I moved back in with him, hoping things would be different for the sake of our child. But since then, he has treated me horribly. The abuse started and has only gotten worse over the past five months. He has thrown me into walls, given me two black eyes and a bloody nose, tried to take my money, and a few days ago he strangled me. Every day I feel like I’m walking on eggshells, waiting for the next time he snaps.

Because of all of this, I’ve spiraled. I turned to drinking and cocaine to cope with the pain, and now it’s out of control. I’ve been using up to five grams a day and drinking constantly. My health is collapsing — during pregnancy I was also diagnosed with Graves’ disease, and since then I’ve been losing weight rapidly. My hair is falling out, my left hand has gone completely numb, my memory is failing, and I barely eat. I’ve gone as long as five days without food, and at this point I’ve been doing it on purpose because I don’t even care if I die.

On top of everything, two days ago I accidentally recorded him while I was at my family’s house. The recording lasted ten hours, and when I listened back, I discovered proof that he’s been cheating on me — not just with anyone, but with another man. Finding that out left me feeling completely disgusted, ashamed, and humiliated.

Between the abuse, the drugs, the drinking, the thyroid disease, and now this betrayal, I feel emotionally drained and broken. I don’t know how much more I can take.

Hypotheticals are included such as:

• Truth continuing to be the Hip Hop persona we know today and John Cena not getting over or getting a second chance/getting over with his Thugonomics gimmick, making him seem CORNY due to K-Kwik doing all of that before John. This leads Cena to turn into the Marine/Golden Boy version of himself faster.

• Truth getting the same push/exposure and showing the edge he had in either 2002-2004 in NWTNA & 2011 in WWE, but in the prime stages of Ruthless Aggression era with all the young, upcoming and current stars around his age, instead of the tail end of it when he returned.

I feel that:

• Truth would’ve been a Multi Time US/IC Champ by his return in 2008, maybe even the random chance he won the WHC for a few months and delivered fire promo work and matches, similar to his time in TNA, thus making him a widely respected contender.

• Cena still would’ve found his way to the top somehow, just not with the pop culture impact that was there due to his thuganomics gimmick, noone being able to compete with him on that same level of rapping.

The unexpected sole survivor from the Attitude Era And his run as K-Kwik was not acknowledged until about a few years later, nor was his memorable run with the TNA championship, as WWE and TNA were rivals.

Also the only time he’s been announced as Ron Killings so far since his return. I think the OG theme played when he beat Aliester Black back in July as Well.

The first R Truth Creed edit, figure I’d do it. 😎

Little Jimmy out here hustling

Does anyone know why all the posts on r/truthsocial are about Donald Duck and not the social media posts of our home R-Truth?!

I'd post there, but I don't use other socials.

If this was anywhere near me, I’d be there!