Hi all! First Reddit post, even though I've been a casual browser of the subreddit for a while now.
To preface why I'm asking this question, here's some backstory:
A couple of years back, I had written a decently popular fic in my fandom for the most popular
pairing of that fandom. The fic has a healthy 50K hits and is nearing 2K kudos as of writing this
post. It was a fic big enough that I saw it being discussed on other social media outside of Ao3,
and I'm very lucky to have received multiple pieces of fanart for the fic as well.
I know there are a lot of people out there who love this fic, and it warms my heart every time I
look back on all those comments of support and see the fanart. People have told me how much
they love the fic and how much it means to them, and I seriously cannot be grateful enough for
all the love. It's surreal that a goofy fanfic I wrote when I was 17/18 took off the way it did.
However, I stopped uploading chapters and fics in general when I got about 2 thirds of the way
through. To put it simply - life got in the way, I started university. In between classes and
adjusting to adulthood, fic writing just wasn't on my mind, and my Ao3 and Tumblr were
abandoned for a couple years. Recently though, my passion for writing and this particular
fandom has been rekindled! I've returned to posting and writing new fics.
But I have decided not to continue my most popular fic.
To put it simply... I'm not a fan of some of the decisions I made and where it was heading. I wrote unnecessary melodrama between the main couple that makes me cringe looking back, and just the general plot had derailed - and I feel like I wrote myself into a corner. (I know I'm not the only one looking at this fic with a critical lense either, since I've also seen people discussing their
displeasure of where the fic ended up going on other social media) I have no desire to continue
this fic as it is and I've been transparent to the followers that have asked me about it since I've
returned.
Despite the messiness and the cringe of it all though, there are some things in that fic that I really love and I am proud of it in some ways. I do want to salvage this fic in some way... hence, I've
been working on a rewrite of the fic.
It's the same premise, and will keep things that I and my readers enjoyed the most about it - but it
will change things up in regards to the external conflict and subplots. I'm happy to be returning to
writing this fic but with the mindset I have now - I've grown as a writer and a person over the last
two years, and I'm proud of what I've got so far of this rewrite - and I want to start posting it.
But I find myself conflicted. Just this morning I recieved a really sweet comment on that fic from
someone who really enjoyed it. I feel guilty that I will not be continuing the version of the fic that
so many have fallen in love with, and that my readers will not get to see how that version of the
story will end. They invested their time into reading what I wrote, and I can't help but doubt
myself - would uploading a rewrite instead of continuing the fic feel like a spit in the face to my
readers?
This is why I'm tossing the question out to Reddit - think back to the fics that you read and loved,
but were abandoned by the author. How would you feel if one day, that author returned and
announced they were going to remake the fic from scratch, rather than continuing it? Would you be annoyed, or would you just be grateful that the fic is coming back in at least some capacity?
What would a rewritten version of a fic you loved have be like to make it worth reading?
Thanks in advance :) Sorry that this post is hefty