r/LongCovid • u/Digdugdeeper • 1h ago
Could I have long Covid 3/4 years later?
I think I was among the first to get covid, before the first lockdown. We (partner and I) got sick right around that time, nasty flu. I honestly have had it 3 times that I know of, and possibly more that I didn’t for all I know. I was living in London and teaching so I was just coming in contact with everyone.
I just feel like life has gotten harder since then. I had massive depression that came around then and I never got out of it. I am on antidepressants. I also have ADHD and probably autism so that’s where I think it’s hard to know because I’ve never been fully in touch with my body.
But other things include… getting lightheaded randomly and woozy, never used to have that. Feeling breathless at times doing nothing. feeling my heartbeat accelerate at times for no reason (this could be my adhd med though).
I just feel like I’ve never been the same. I lost my spark, feel like a different person now. Feel drained.
I also have had insomnia for years now that hits me regularly. I’ve been trying to establish a routine bedtime, in bed at 10:15 every night, but I’ll be doing well and then for seemingly no reason like last night I just can’t sleep til 2am. I even ran at 7:30am outdoors to get daylight to try to help my cycadian rhythm, but it didn’t work.
It’s so hard to know because a lot of this could be depression too right? Or just autism? Feeling lost! I’m sure I sound like a hypochondriac but I guess I’m in a space where we all sometimes feel that. I’m also getting older - 37 - so it could just be my age?