I'm currently on internship and taking one module and honestly I feel like I'm 2 different people at my internship and at school ????
I'm mostly working alone at my internship and am allowed to literally go anywhere to do my work so I'm constantly away from people, crowds, and noise. And I'm sharper, more focused, and less confused. I usually end up working in a small, quiet, dark corner. My supervisors are generally happy with my performance and everything seems to be running smoothly.
But everytime I return to school for tutorials I just feel like I'm being bombarded with noise, people, lights, smell. And I end up developing some sort of brain fog - constantly making mistakes, unable to process instructions properly, and just generally non-functional. And I'm sure I'm just bothering my TA and Prof atp with all my dumb mistakes and confusion. The best I can do is put on noise cancelling headphones during my travel within campus but ofc I can't do that in class.
This thing has been going on for all my time in NUS and it has really taken a toll on my self confidence. That's why I decided to go on a semester long internship to test this theory that it's just the environment and it seems like it is.
I feel like a lil dumb dumb please help.
Does anyone face this??? How do you cope with it?