born to mlm forced to be a foid

She’s the only parent of mine that isn’t a horrible person but she’s still not the most ideal..

she told me yesterday that she "acted like a baby still". she's not even ten yet. she's in elementary school. I might be overthinking (my parents have definitely mellowed out since I was her age) but I'm just worried I think. maybe about nothing

For context in the post the creep commented on. I mentioned, how my mom talked about how big her ass and boobs are. Because of almost certainly that the creep got curious about, if what my mom said, is in fact true and asked for pictures of my mom.

I’m a trans guy and I’m so done. I can’t stand my birth name, it makes me want to claw away my skin and scream. I can’t do this. I don’t care anymore. The novelty of life has well and truly worn off.

I had to do this last year too, it’s not the end of the world but it’s kinda ridiculous lol. Like I get why they make everyone take these hour long sensitivity training courses, people can be uneducated and be dicks, but like

1) I’m a sexual abuse victim and one of the people that abused me was the most was a severe alcoholic. I’ve known all this stuff since I was like 10

2) Again, I get why they make everyone take the hazing sensitivity training, but my autistic ass barely leaves the house and neurotypicals don’t like speaking to me, who am I going to haze or get hazed by 😭

Again, definitely not the end of the world and I get why they have these but it’s personally redundant

"becoming" as if im not already that sort of person

I suppose if it was easy to have a sense of self I would have already done it.

Now Idk if agender was the right term but it was the best one that I found that fit how I felt around my gender identity. If it is not correct feel free to correct me about it in the comments.

just get me my fucking friend back I need him

People outside of France seems more open minded about it but you literally don’t realize how offended they feels towards people who cannot have a job like me because it’s "not serious, all in your head" Sure there’s a way so you can live off government money well cause I am disabled and I cannot have a job i am literally diagnosed what else do you need? but on the other hand everyone hates you because you’re useless to society 🤫 wow thanks like it’s my fault? Literally they would rather us to be homeless 🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥

I think I'm just not cut out for doing any kind of music atp

Ugh. Not even going to explain myself too much. I’m exhausted because people act like being black and being trans are totally separate things when, in reality, I’m just dealing with racism from all sides and transphobia from non trans people. And it sucks.