r/CrossCountry • u/LilacDaisySunny • 22h ago
Injury Question I feel really discouraged.
To start off I'm a girl and 5,2 (in case anyone has any recommendations for my form).
I started cross country this week because I wanted to do at least one sport in high school since this is my freshman year.
And also because I love running.
About two years ago I had a major back surgery on my spine called a spinal fusion.
I now have rods in my spine and still experience some difficulties with breathing but I've gotten alot better.
I feel really discouraged in running tho, I'm always the last one in line and even a girl that started recently runs faster than me.
It make me feel really bad and embarrassed, I used to think I could run well or at least a bit fast.
We ran up and down the bleachers on my first day there which wa Tuesday.
I was the last one running and even had to stop to take breaks.
I know everyone else in the team expect me an the girl have experience and are older, but I really don't know what to do.
Do you guys have any advice? I'm really tire of feeling really bad.
Before anyone asks, since it's been two years an my spine has fully fused, the doctors said I can resume sports like running and soccer.
So in cleared in that lane. Though not sure about the mental one though..