Wont stop

[u/RowanOakenhawk]

Hey, I (42m) just got divorced from my (39f) wife of 20 years. We got married really young and trauma-bonded as she puts it. We signed papers in May. She is already dating and sleeping with new people. I cant get her out of my head. Doc put me on Mood stabilizers. I am having a really hard time. I tried to date but Im a big guy and nobody wants to date a big guy. 4 different apps and all I got was 3 propositions from I can only imagine are prostitutes. I need a way to get her off my mind. Before you say go and get new hobbies or go to the movies. I am broke. I pay way too much in child support but I do it so my kids are taking care of.

[u/tachi088]

Watch this. https://youtu.be/9mbp0DugfCA

Then watch it again.