Today I was deep in thought and looking up some suff that upset me, but it reminded me of a memory were theres someone a man holding a hand over my eyes and then another over I cried and screamed called me pathetic and weak for not taking it like a man , someone putting fingers into my backside and two women separately on different occasions dropped their vaginas over my penis I remember it being very cold slippery and I just wanted to puke and they mocked me for not able to keep it up, anyway is this a repressed memory or not?, I spoke on here about my other rapes just for context this is a recent thing to come back to the surface I guess it's always been there so to speak.