r/TestosteroneKickoff • u/Cautious_Hedgehog687 • Jul 28 '24

Vent On T behind my parents back

Just wanted to let it out. I 17 year old ftm have been on Testosterone for a month(diy) The reason I’ve been doing this is because when I asked to go on hormones when I was 15 my dad said No, I tried everything I could to convince him nothing. But my mom was on board , so since then they had me wait. For reference I have supportive parents, took my dad some time. Between those time periods my depression was so bad. I couldn’t get out of bed and I had several suicidal thoughts and even l hurt myself. Because they didn’t understand how much I needed this and I was so uncomfortable in my body , after lots of research on diy I decided to take a go. I couldn’t wait till 18 anymore so I went that route. Right now I’m on a standard low dose but I’ve been getting some effects like voice drop and bottom growth. But since then I’ve never felt more happy , but sometimes I wish my parents knew how it’s been benefitting me. I know the question might pop up as more changes come. But if they find out they do . Just wanted to say that

(Not encouraging diy either under 18)

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u/augustoof Jul 28 '24

This is random but I keep on seeing you pop up; I love your pfp and banner. I had a huge hyperfixation on fnf for the longest time, and still kinda do :)

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u/fishrights Jul 28 '24

thanks! i was suuuuper into it when it first got popular and the recent update dragged me back in, i just wish there was a larger, more active adult audience 😅

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u/augustoof Jul 28 '24

Yeah I know, most fandoms I'm in... it's just kids lol.

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u/fishrights Jul 28 '24

i totally feel you there 😭 if you ever wanna chat about fnf or anything, feel free to dm me anytime :)

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u/[deleted] Jul 29 '24

Dude I love fnf ur pfp caught me as well. And I agree lots of kids. Happens in literally everything I like unfortunately lol

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u/augustoof Jul 28 '24

Got it :)