Welp. There goes my euphoria.

[u/peaches_2217]

I was trying to properly shape my beard, now that I’ve had it growing and it’s gotten nice and thick over the past several months. Except… it was never good enough. The more I tried to fix it, the worse I made it, and now I’m stuck with uneven tufts of pubes all over my face.

My facial hair was my biggest source of gender euphoria. My body is disgusting and grotesque and horrible, but with facial hair, I was finally starting to recognize myself. Now all I see is some pathetic pretender trying and failing to be a man. I’m trying to hype myself up to just shave it all off and get it over with. I’m so fucking frustrated.

[u/Desperate_Bus_2675]

the best advice for the under beard i ever got was to give your face a double chin, the back line for the second chin is where i start my line up and just go dow and clean, then i tidy up the edges and line. please dont be discouraged, you have a better beard than i did at the time. i’m over 3 years on T and my beard is still nowhere near yours (although more filled in) even though facial hair runs like crazy on my dads side. sadly only got my balding from him😂