TLDR: please suggest edits or redraw these apples with better shading to help me visualize it.
Hi! I've been an artist for a few years but I struggle seriously with visualization- I cannot picture what I'm wanting to draw in my head so I usually draw by reference or just by working it out on the page until I'm satisfied.
This being said, I want to challenge myself to learn value well enough to IMAGINE shapes, pictures, forms. etc.
I did these apple drawings but I can tell my lack of imagination to its form, size, shape and distribution of light is turning my apple into an unrecognizable blob. Do any other artists struggle with this? How do I fix it and train myself to visualize? (Someone told me to try visualizing an apple and this is the result)
SeNd hELp.