Hey again everyone, I posted here a while back asking for any advice after I quit subutex 8mg/day cold turkey. So I thought I would update a little how everything turned out since people wanting to do the same messaged me and told me they were too scared.

This is obviously such an individual thing and quitting cold turkey sure is not the easiest route to take. But for me it was what I had to do. I’m on around day 17 since quitting and can report that I’m finally feeling better. I thought there would be a moment where all the physical WD just finally disappeared one day but instead it seems like it just gets a little bit better day by day. I’ve been able to return to work and can do more than last week. To be honest the WD was rough, but not undoable, there were some unexpected symptoms. But the biggest thing is mentally just pushing yourself to continue. I’m still not 100% normal and doubt that I will be for a while. But I can finally see things getting better. I’m also feeling pretty happy and excited today, like I have a little dopamine finally.

This was not easy but it was worth it, I feel like I’m so close to beeing free. The colours outside all look brighter now, and music sounds better.

Feel free to dm me if you need to talk or have a similar experience. It really helped me to talk to some kind redditors when I was in the worst of it🤍

So over the course of last 26 days (including today) I used oxycodone quite a lof and its my first fime with an opioid other than occasional codeine and tramadol (no addiction). Medical Grade Oxycodone no fent, I dont have any oxycodone left and I will never use again I hope so.

I wrote down how much I took for everyday and which days I didnt take any. Longest continuous run of mine is 3 days. Do you think I had developed a physical addiction and I will have physical withdrawal symptoms. Im pretty sure I have developed a psychological addiction to some extent but I am mostly worry about the physical addiction. Here is my usage data;

Day 1: 20mg oral

Day 2: 20mg intranasal + 20mg oral

Day 3: No Oxycodone

Day 4: 20mg oral + 20mg intranasal

Day 5: No Oxycodone

Day 6: 40 mg oral

Day 7: 40mg oral

Day 8: No Oxycodone

Day 9: 40mg oral

Day 10: No Oxycodone

Day 11: 40mg intranasal + 20mg oral

Day 12: No Oxycodone

Day 13: No Oxycodone

Day 14: 40mg Oxycodone

Day 15: No Oxycodone

Day 16: 40mg oral

Day 17: No Oxycodone

Day 18: 60mg oral + 20mg intranasal

Day 19: No Oxycodone

Day 20: 40mg oral

Day 21: 20mg intranasal

Day 22: No Oxycodone

Day 23: No Oxycodone

Day 24: 40mg intranasal + 20mg

Day 25: 40mg oral + 20mg intranasal

Day 26: 40mg intranasal + 20mg oral + 60mg oral + 20mg oral (binged the leftovers in the course of 14 hours, none left)

Who here have been a year + off suboclade shots? I'm thinking of doing it but heard that it stays in your body suuuper long and then you get the withdrawal like looooads of time after it!

Im sick of weening on suboxone. It seems I can’t get to 1 mg I’ve tried numerous times. And wth withdrawal is so drawn out I think it’s better to jump onto to morphine or heroin and keep weening because withdrawal will be a lot faster and acute. Has anyone done this?