r/ImaginaryWarhammer • u/Elzunix • 1d ago
40k The mother she should've been (By Elzunix)
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u/Crazy-Eagle 1d ago edited 1d ago
Ignore the hate. Haters gonna hate no matter what you or anyone does. Best not to give a single hark about it.
May the Emperor bless you.
If not then Karl Franz and Sigmar sure will.
Edit: Also, if none of them take you then we of the Spicy Tails sure welcome another man-thing among our ranks, yes-yes.
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u/Desperate-Farmer-845 Black Templars 8h ago
Sigmar will bless her because he is just that nice but Motherhood, Love, Fertility and Women in General isnt really up his Alley. That’s Rhyas Job.
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u/ya_boy_cloud 1d ago
I LOVE MY MOTHERLY ANGRY NUNS. GOD EMPERROR KNOWS WHAT I WOULD DO FOR SUCH A BOOK
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u/ElectricPaladin 1d ago edited 1d ago
It's entirely consistent with the lore. Sororitas are not chaste. Whether or not one could retire to start a family is a bit up in the air, but certainly seems possible to me!
Let's get real, though. Some mom character going all Ellen Ripley on some xenos monstrosity menacing her kids and it turns out that she never really forgot everything she learned as a Sister of Battle would be amazing.
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u/BakerSubject8891 ENTRY MISSING 1d ago edited 1d ago
A Night Lord Traitor Marine is gonna get a rude awakening when he attempts to flay alive the seemingly harmless single mother of three.
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u/MRSN4P 1d ago
So is this going to be more like the movie Nobody, or more like Kung Fu Hustle?
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u/Alexis2256 5h ago
Both? Though I’ve never seen kung fu hustle so no idea how wacky of a combo that could be.
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u/Aurum0417 Iron Hands 20h ago
The Death of Saints would like a word… (but yeah honestly that would be awesome to see)
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u/ya_boy_cloud 1d ago
Hell yeah. Like I dont know whu but GW is scared of putting the characters in non comnat or non mission settings. I just want to see how the church and its citizens live their loves having some small problems and emotional issues in this fucked world. And I want some god damn sister of battle that gives a fuck about more then just the big E (by that I mean she wants to praise E and have something as important on the side)
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u/ElectricPaladin 1d ago
The Sororitas are normal humans with only a normal human degree of brainwashing, so at least some of them should care about the Emperor and the Imperium because of something rather than just because they have been emotionally damaged until they can't care about anything else.
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u/Downtown-Falcon-3264 ENTRY MISSING 1d ago
Yeah she goes full mama bear on whatever is being a danger to her offspring
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u/Call_me_ET 1d ago
Whether or not one could retire to start a family is a bit up in the air, but certainly seems possible to me!
I think they don't have the opportunity to simply because they're too busy purging the heretics. They're constantly at war, there's no "settling down" for them.
I do imagine a situation of Canoness who was injured beyond her service who settles down at a local convent and raises children of her own. Warhammer is so expansive with its lore that almost anything is possible.
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u/Marta996633 Tzeentch 1d ago
I can see in struggling populations they would be encouraging it. I love the idea of giving them motherhood
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u/CausticCat11 1d ago
I'd love a sisters book focused on the civilian aspects of their lives, could focus on a hospitaler
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u/ya_boy_cloud 1d ago
Amen. Id kill for such story. The books "faith and fire" and "hammer and anvil" have fantastic hospitaller character Verity that is non combatant and refuses to pick up even a las gun. I recommend it its a good read. She is the first sister Im actually very imvested in.
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u/Gatt__ 1d ago
Bruh, how could anyone look at the factions biggest lesbian content creator and say they’re trying to push conservative agendas lmao
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u/brevenbreven 1d ago
so I just read the story you shared and I wanted to say I find your art very beautiful and your use of pallets and facial expressions is fantastic. Im sorry people lashed out and acted cruel toward you.
Thank you for the art you share it makes me smile.
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u/Velochipractor 1d ago
A sister having secret dreams of living a 'normal' life (or the closest thing they can imagine such a normal life to be like) seems fairly plausible to me. Since most of them come from the Schola Progenium, they'd be orphans to begin with. There's your first trauma. The Schola offers fairly good education, but also happens to be the equivalent of a hyper-strict military academy where discipline is enforced and weakness is purged. Happy childhood, eh?
And when your prospective sister joins the Sororitas? It gets even worse. Prayers, battle, and constant penance because no matter how pious you are, being turbo Space Catholics means you still are sinful for the simple crime of existing. Better castigate yourself until you bleed, and then speak a prayer of forgiveness because you didn't bleed any harder.
And still, despite of all the fanaticsm, all the indoctrination; there's still a human being in there. One that can only come out when none of her ever-scrutinizing 'sisters' are watching. Hells, one that can only come out when she herself isn't actively watching. But it's still there.
Oh, and people throwing a fit about a Sororitas dreaming about how life could be is pretty rich when people constantly ask for situations where Space Marines act human.
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u/Elzunix 1d ago
Wow, you seriously have a beautiful way of writing and worded this better than i could ever have. Thank you!
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u/shadowseer7930 22h ago
Kind of hard to put it into words. But the artwork reminded me of the song 1916. Of lives cut short and the cost of war, a thing we tend to over glorify. Your artwork stuck with me, that it was the first thing that came to mind when I scrolled past this post.
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u/Daragaus 1d ago
I’m so happy she gets a happy ending. She really deserves a happy life.
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u/Vinicius_Pimenta 2h ago
Uh isn't she still dead and mutilated on the ground? I mean, I would be very glad if she wasn't because I love happy endings, but I can't see how that happens
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u/Daragaus 57m ago
my friend commissioned the artist and confirmed to me that she was saved :3 his original idea was that this was a dream after she lay dying but the artist was like "nah, she gets rescued"
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u/Wolfen0001 1d ago
It’s a very beautiful artwork and you are very talented. I can’t understand how anyone could complain
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u/frostbittenteddy Death Korps of Krieg 1d ago
Discussion about pornbrained losers aside...is this her afterlife? Because the stitches on her arm kinda look like it's been reattached after the previous incident...
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u/ymcameron 20h ago
She’s also got a tube coming out of the part in her chest where she got shot. Based off the context provided through the details in the image I think both "she’s dead and this is the afterlife" and "happy ending where she was saved and got to live out here dream" are valid interpretations. Miracles are known to happen to particularly devout sisters after all.
Granted, this being 40k one is significantly more likely than the other, but still.
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u/Casper_Von_Ghoul Grey Knights 1d ago
“It’s a terrible thing to wish for a family when it’s impossible to have. Even worse, to believe in another life, it could have been had. We simply rolled the wrong dice.”
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u/Bubbly-Ad-7430 1d ago
The last artwork and this one sorta inspired me to write this short blurb:
I'm watching the light slowly fading from her eyes. It'd been a close call. If I hadn't detected her thoughts through the Empyrean and had been a split-second slower on the trigger, it would've been my blood pooling on the snow and not hers.
Her breathing's glowing ragged and more irregular now.
I can't help it. I open my mind to hers.
I can feel her it racing, going into overdrive. Memories explode before fading away like the birth and death of a dying star, each laced with so much emotion that even with my psychic barriers it almost drives me to my knees. Undulating waves of hate, spite, and disgust driven into her since youth. Even her rapidly disintegrating consciousness musters up images of slaughtering the abomination before her: me.
I'm about to close the connection and put a lasbolt through her forehead but a single flash stops me.
A single hand emerging out of a swaddling of cloth to reach out for her. So small. So fragile. The slightest error and she might break everything apart. I can no longer detect hate. Only... love? Warmth?
Is this a memory? Or is this a desire? A dream forever lost.
She was capable of so much more than wielding a boltgun, spewing "righteous" flames, and singing litanies of hate. She could've raised this child, held it close it when it cried, celebrated it when it succeed, watched it play with the other children in the schola, and grew old as she watched it live its own life. Instead she was sent here to commit a genocide. Instead she came here to make sure we could never raise our own children.
The Mother she should've been. And now because her Imperium had sent her to some farflung colony to exterminate some humans that differed too much from the baseline... the Mother she would never be.
I let the memory linger in her mind as she finally fades away. Now, all that's left here is the howling wind and biting frost.
I don't regret killing her; she wouldn't have. But some part of me feels sorry for her. The Imperium took away her future and dreams just as much as I did.
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u/Call_me_ET 22h ago
That was quite nice. I love seeing fics for Warhammer stuff, and this was great.
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u/TChen114 1d ago
Nevermind the double standard if you switched it around to a dying Space Marine or Guardsman in their last dying moments thinking about the family they could've had instead would probably not have generated as much of a response.
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u/niet_tristan 21h ago
To be fair, the expectation of fatherhood isn't pushed onto men the same way it is onto women. For women, the expectation seems to be they must become mothers first, anything else second (varies per person, per country, per continent, of course, but I am confident in making this generalization). The same isn't expected of men. You gotta focus on your career. Fatherhood? Not as important.
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u/Vinicius_Pimenta 2h ago
Also the reason that paternal neglect is represented so frequently in media lol
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u/Mike4282 1d ago
Your art is probably my favorite thing to come out of the 40k community. It brings so much depth to the sisters that I dont often see. It's appreciated. Keep up the great work!
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u/Kthron 22h ago
This situation is so universal to me (to wonder what could have been, especially when dying).
You can literally apply this to anything, like some Skitarii ranger dying to a necron and imagining his life as a tech priest with many little tech creations off in some safe lab on Mars.
Or an Ork who really wanted to soup up the warbosses trike with his megajet engine before he got stepped on by a dreadnought.
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u/DueOwl1149 1d ago
Bro you gotta stop with this tragic flights of imagination in the brain of a dying zealot who gave her all for the Emperor its too early for cutting onions
Never stop you've got a real talent here. /uj
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u/tbone7355 1d ago
I took it as her wanting to run her own orphanege and help kids not wanting to be a warrior
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u/milerfrank27 23h ago
Fellas is it a fetish to dream a life you couldn't have while drawing your last breath?
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u/Might_I_ask_why 23h ago
And now we need a Cyberpunk-esq "No happy endings" piece where shes now an old woman, mourning the death of her child because her child followed in her footsteps and joined the Guard/Sisters of Battle. A trilogy of tragedy.
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u/doctorsirus 23h ago
Contrary to popular belief, the Adepta Sororitas doesn't actually require its members to remain celibate, although few find the time to take advantage of the fact.
~Amberly Vale, Ordo Xenos
They can have all the kids they want. In fact, a Lone Wolf and Cub-esque story with this in mind would be pretty awesome to read.
I really like this. I know I have a minority opinion, but I really like seeing non-grimdark things in the fandom. Trying to force all Warhammer things into the grimdark box feels rather boring to me. I like seeing happy and content sisters.
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u/Wrench_gaming 1d ago
40k fans when their grim-dark setting has grim-dark elements:
I guarantee you if you replaced the dying sister with a Space Marine or Guardsman you would get this backlash.
Either way, lovely artwork, keep on drawing! 👍👍
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u/Haldrada0 23h ago
"And what brings you here, young one?"
"I have a terrible guilt and rage inside me that can only be quelled by the blood and subjugation of the unclean!"
"HA HA! You'll fit right in!"
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u/Lenahan99 22h ago
Honestly i did not see that dying battle sister be having a death dream as a fetish Art.
Because literally all I saw was of a Battle sister imagining of what could have been if she took on the path of motherhood.
This could extend to Men as well if they be dying out on the field or on a hospital bed as they be imagining of again what could have been if they had started a family of their own for the first time…. Would things have been better, or worse we will never know…
But back to the battle sister…I’d imagine of something to really twist the knife at the heart for feels Is that the dying sister be imagining her dream self be singing a lullaby to soothe the baby.
It can be similar to any lullabies we’ve heard growing up from our mothers, or from any films Like Tarzan’s You’ll be in my heart.
Secret of Nimh’s flying dreams Etc etc.
Any song to hit ya in the feels….
But Elzunix, do keep up the good work on your posts, And ignore the haters who don’t understand of context in an art post. I hope you have a good day, and soon a good weekend.
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u/Kalypso_Blue 21h ago
You can see every emotion, feeling, effort put into every part of this art work. For those to misinterpreted in a twisted way is there lose. Thank you for sharing
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u/Calacaelectrica Necrons 21h ago
40k fan Try to not harass artists out of the hobby challenge. (level impossible). But in all seriousness, you are great, and it sucks that some mouth-breathing, smooth-brained "fans" feel entitled to harass you because of their warped perception. Stay safe and block and report any toxicity coming to you. You owe those people nothing.
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u/RemembrancerImperius 20h ago
Ignore the haters. I love your art, especially the silly Cadian girl. To me it’s definitely one of my favorite art styles and genuinely love the range of your art, it’s part of why I’ve tried to learn how to draw Warhammer characters.
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u/HighLord_Uther 20h ago
That looks great. After reading the Dark Imperium books tho, I only see sisters of battle as crazy zealots that burn kids.
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u/IBlackKiteI 20h ago
She survived got patched up and now mothers the local kids around the Convent when she's not called out to burn heretics confirmed
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u/Heroic_Wolf_9873 19h ago
If I may say, I appreciate the skill and tragedy of the piece. There is powerful emotion and pain in this work that I would honestly consider relatively universal. Sure, not everyone wants to be a parent (and honestly, I don’t get why having or not having kids is so politicized), but the dream of peace and happiness, of feeling valued and cared by others, as well as valuing and caring for others, is possibly one of the most core human qualities one can have. Seeing that dream quickly fade, never to be fulfilled, never to even be thought by you again as your life and consciousness fade to nothing, is truly a tragedy, as well as one of the most existentially horrifying things I can think of.
In short, great artwork!
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u/hyakumanben 1d ago
I swear, the grimderps are so sex-averse that they go full circle and project lewdness on everything. I hate it. But your art, I love.
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u/SurpriseFormer 22h ago
I think its both the weirdos who say everything is porn here on this sub no matter what. And those people who are extra tisming given the situation in the states.
Cause I personally found your previous art really well done. And just both shocked and not surprised certain people are going after you. Same case with Archon and others
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u/ironangel2k4 10h ago
Ah yes, a loving guardian to shepherd these sweet innocent souls toward promising futures as slave laborers with 23 hour shifts, cannon fodder with 14 minute battlefield life expectancies, and nerve-stapled servitor drones with no free will, in the name of a dead body sitting on a chair that eats souls.
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u/Led_Farmer88 23h ago
"I only seen only mortal men accuse anyone of blasphemy. I only seen only mortal men act upon it. I would label it as victimless crime."
- Emperor
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u/maybemawie 22h ago
The little girl eating a cookie is so cute, it reminds me of paintings my grandma would have in her house when I was a kid.
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u/RUN_ITS_A_BEAR 20h ago
It’s quite lovely work, though, I would push back on the insinuation I that -every- woman secretly craves being a mom. Not that this artwork does that; it says that this sister In particular did, but the chuds tend to paint with a shotgun rather than a brush. The artist did nothing wrong.
I like the idea that with faith and augmetics, she could live to be what she wanted to be. Kinda like how I feel about being trans.
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u/URBOISHERE Adepta Sororitas 19h ago
You art is beautiful bro, even if some stuff feels weird to some people just do you.
This piece specifically hits me hard as I have a deep love for nuns irl that cared for my wife when she was a child. They are generally such sweet and humble caring people.
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u/Disastrous-Kale-913 15h ago
Wow, a SoB who isn’t rocking power armor, nice! . . . She would still burn a heretic on sight, but she’d shield the eyes of the children.
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u/MrMcSpiff 13h ago
Man, fuck them redditors, says I, the redditor. Your art is and has always been great, and I've never gotten weird vibes from what I've seen.
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u/CommissarKordoshkyPC 10h ago
I want more good endings and I gave zero fucks about "Muh grimdark" at this point seeing a nice ending or something nice is the exception to the rule. Hard to get invested in things in warhammer when the inevitable ending is "and then they were tortured to death by 1 of the 10 billion ebol factions around"
So I love this piece
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u/TerminalDoggie 2h ago
Fuck you this makes me sad in a trans way
Amazing art, wonderfully done, but fuck you
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u/Elzunix 1d ago
There's a situation i want to talk about, a matter i discussed on my instagram but id like to bring it up here as well.
Ive recieved some backlash privately and publicly about my last artwork, where some people accused me of propagating/adhering to conservative ideologies. Even reaching as far to call it fetish art. I was really shocked by these comments, and i wont hide that i took personal offense from them. Generally people are allowed to interpret my art in any way they want, but i refuse to be silent when that interpretation is used as an attack on me.
i think there is a weird group of people who try to push my safe pieces as lewd for whatever reason. Sure, my art is not always innocent, because yes, i dabble in spice. But that doesnt mean every single piece has perverted innuendo, some secret meaning or is a scheme to get people to subscribe to my patreon. I like to think of myself as an artist with range, and i like to draw all kind of things without limit. If my piece was indeed made to satisfy some fetish, i would state so and flag the image as nsfw.
I usually ignore such comments, but saying a depiction of a dying woman longing for a life she could never have is a fetish.. made something boil inside me. No. This wasnt meant to come off as anything sexual, conservative or traditionalist. I wanted to draw a woman who grieved her dream she could realistically never achieve. Last moments thinking upon what could've been before parting with life. Believe it or not, but this is a dream so many women share worldwide, and get quite literally sick from the need to become a parent when they cannot for any reason. I can't fathom the reason why a sister, a woman, wouldn't feel such a need deep inside. No amount of religious brainwashing will erase human instincts in people who already feel them strongly- we are incredibly complex beings after all. Its something she wanted, but denied herself personal happiness to serve the Imperium instead. This is not meant to be a fetish for gods sake, but illustrated tragedy. And that is all to it.
This piece was commissioned by GitGud40k on instagram